Today, I have been driving the whole day and I am really getting too tired and I really need to sleep but shit the writer's block. I just need to pump in the three day's grace album and start blogging to clear my mind. I thought of this story and I hope you do enjoy it. I just wanna get this story out. Title of this post is the unseen troll.
Spring came and the nasty winter just ended. The winter wasn't particular long for Sarah as all days are the same. She have a special gift. A special gift that nobody had and that everyone thought it was a curse for a human to see. She could see trolls. Not those nasty and ugly ones, those that accompany her and become her companion for the long winter or any other days. Sarah couldn't fit in the society. She was always the odd one out. The one that got pushed away. The one that nobody included only when she is needed. Her family couldn't understand why she could see the trolls. They can't see how the trolls accompany her for many times when the lonely devil snarls at her. She was all alone and all she had were the trolls.
Though the trolls speak to her and give her companionship, they can't be seen by anybody and understand by anybody. She feels like only her trolls could understand her. Understand her loneliness, understand her darkness and especially her pain. Because of her trolls, she could see how the world was. A cruel world and a world where there was no kindness. Once her trolls played a trick and her and ask her to tell one of her best friends about them. Her best friends couldn't understand it and thought it was a curse for her. They drag her to the university's counselling. There Sarah met Mr Lee. Mr Lee was a calm person. Somehow she trusted him and wanted him to know more about the trolls in her head and only she could she them. Mr Lee somehow told her mother about the trolls and she was too broken as the trust was always broken by someone she trust. Mr Lee then refers her to a psychiatrist that could help her unseen the troll. That's where she begin to long for the trolls. Although they were a dark entity of herself but at least they brought her companionship and never make her feel lonely.
She starts to eat happy pills as people told her that her trolls was the result of her unhappiness. She eats them every night but still she longs for the trolls. She calls them and wishes them to visit her as now they don't. The trolls ignore her as how she had ignored them. The trolls plays on her broken heart and wings so they could pull her deeper and deeper in the dark and never into the light. Sometimes she wonder if the happy pills can make people happy??
PS: The story is untrue and its just a writer's block
Spring came and the nasty winter just ended. The winter wasn't particular long for Sarah as all days are the same. She have a special gift. A special gift that nobody had and that everyone thought it was a curse for a human to see. She could see trolls. Not those nasty and ugly ones, those that accompany her and become her companion for the long winter or any other days. Sarah couldn't fit in the society. She was always the odd one out. The one that got pushed away. The one that nobody included only when she is needed. Her family couldn't understand why she could see the trolls. They can't see how the trolls accompany her for many times when the lonely devil snarls at her. She was all alone and all she had were the trolls.
Though the trolls speak to her and give her companionship, they can't be seen by anybody and understand by anybody. She feels like only her trolls could understand her. Understand her loneliness, understand her darkness and especially her pain. Because of her trolls, she could see how the world was. A cruel world and a world where there was no kindness. Once her trolls played a trick and her and ask her to tell one of her best friends about them. Her best friends couldn't understand it and thought it was a curse for her. They drag her to the university's counselling. There Sarah met Mr Lee. Mr Lee was a calm person. Somehow she trusted him and wanted him to know more about the trolls in her head and only she could she them. Mr Lee somehow told her mother about the trolls and she was too broken as the trust was always broken by someone she trust. Mr Lee then refers her to a psychiatrist that could help her unseen the troll. That's where she begin to long for the trolls. Although they were a dark entity of herself but at least they brought her companionship and never make her feel lonely.
She starts to eat happy pills as people told her that her trolls was the result of her unhappiness. She eats them every night but still she longs for the trolls. She calls them and wishes them to visit her as now they don't. The trolls ignore her as how she had ignored them. The trolls plays on her broken heart and wings so they could pull her deeper and deeper in the dark and never into the light. Sometimes she wonder if the happy pills can make people happy??
PS: The story is untrue and its just a writer's block
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