Sorry girl!

Well I am back again, another week. I had my hands full this time of the sem. assignment, reports , comittee meeting and so much more. Well I just wanna talk about two kind of relationship I personally tries to give advise about. Let me tell you exhibit A. He and his girlfriend had been dating since lower six until now. But when I am near him , he will always frus as his girlfriend dont love him as much as he loves her. He was ban to visit her more than 2 weeks. Her girlfriend is a very independent girl and like a large personal space like how a single woman enjoys it. Problem is she has he. I felt pity for the boy as I can see that he loves her more than she loves him and he is trying so hard to get her love back.

Exhibit B is the contrast of two person personality. my friend and her boyfriend had been together since 1 year ago. They just broke off this week. I actually predicted this ending as the boy was controlling the girl and the girl has a bad temper. I know it was the end because the control by the boyfriend was too much and boys or girls no one like to be controlled in life. Thats all and I am happy to say that I am single till now. But a person did ask me "is it because of this differences, you don't dare to start a relationship?" I lied to him and say no but I know it is true.....

People you may meet!

     Today, I would like to dedicate this post to the person I used to meet and befriended with but now is a heartless attention seeking bitch. Well, to be frank I don't give a rat ass about this girl but she annoy me too much till I need to tell you how this girl acts in front of everyone to release some steam.

     I met this girl on the first morning of my semester. It was just after a walk with carol. I was quite nervous for the first day of my class. That was the beginning of a troubled friendship. Well, let me explain. This is because I and she are like water and fire. Completely different in personalty and style. I am the gamer girl who studies hard and doesn't give a rat ass about styles, boys and most important I don't act in front of people. But she on the other hand, she thinks that Environmental Engineering is the easiest engineering course so therefore she took it and flirt around. Well she let boys touch her and even let them know how sad and pathetic she was being toyed by her boy crush.

     At first I just think she is a slut but sooner I discover she is in a higher level of bitch level. This is because she plays around with boys. Manipulate them in every sense. Those boys are more stupid. She acts like she is so damn innocent. She kicks me out of the conversation. But that was not the worst of all.

     The worst of all was that she keeps arguing with me and finding fault with me. I had enough. I just ignore her. Then it became worse. She now gossip on how bad I was and how I treated her. But when people ask, I would always give a logic explanation. Well there is a lot of story of her. Maybe I just tell you 3 of them.

    The first scenario is that I was the stationmaster. My game was set that the right side of the team will do set 1 first and the left side will do set 4 first. Problem is set 1 is harder. Her team got set 1 and she kept whining on how unfair it was until even the gathering time. It was such an embarrassment as a 20 year old girl can act as a 8 year old. I just tell her facts but she say I was wasting time. No other team complain about it but she kept whining about it.

    Then the second scenario is when I got better result than her. Instead of being a true friend and congratulate me. She say I didn't deserve the result.

     the third will be on the day we play a killing game. she was the killer. I was killed first. so I shouted yes when she died that round. She said I was unfair again. But the thing is many people also had shouted out yes by me. So, whats your problem bitch?!

In Kampar peepz!

    Well, I am back to kampar! Sorry for not updating the blog for a whole week i think. I am so sorry!! I recently join as one of the helper for the icebreaking team in my university. Every night I had to go for meeting and test game therefore I couldn't have any energy to write a post about it until now.

    I become one of the station master for a game. That game was look simple when I choose it but it turns out to be more difficult sooner. During the first test game, my station couldn't handle the crowd control. Though I blame myself but I knew some of the problems are cause by the facee who got so excited till they actually broke all the rules. Even the second game test was the same till the extend I had to yell and they call me rough. But to me as a facee, you should learn to control yourself.

    But after all those, I still love the yum cha time where all facee, station master and helper come as a family and eat and have fun without having any boundaries. I thought they may alienate me as I scream at them but they still forget the whole incident. From this, I will try to improve myself. hehe. This friday will be the event day. oh yah. Thought I am nobody but they make me feel like a family haha. 

The feeling

     Its not fair. Time passed so fast. When you enjoy that moment, you feel like time moves on faster pace.. My holidays are over. 4 more days then I need to be back to Kampar. Though I feel happy that I can meet all my housemates again but I am faced with the harsh condition of studying. I am currently an engineering student. My result from my semester 1 also is about to be release. Omg the feeling of vomiting is coming again.

    This holiday I got to hang out with my dearest friends. My first week was my awesome and keep calm high school friends which I had long missed them in Kampar. They are the one who still in touch with me and humor me everyday through whatapps. I really love them . The second week, I went to Berjaya Times Square with another group of friends that I met in UTAR PJ. We got a lot of happy memories there. And the third week, one of my course mate hit me with the harsh reality of studying. He already start studying Japanese. I haven't touch it at all. He is seriously a workaholic wait no.... a study addict. I really miss my first two weeks of holidays.

    I wish most of my holidays were like that. Simple and perfect in many ways....